if you have followed me long.. you'll realize.. well.. theres only one person who follows me who even knows me personally.

you'll notice the best way to tell my mood is by watching what i fav. its usually the only outlet i have for what im feeling.

but i havent been able to find what i WANT to see..

a werewolf tearing thru someone dismembering them limb from limb.. with lots and lots of blood and gore.. and i seem to be the only messed up person... that i can find with my basic account..


so the warrior blood lust came to mind.. from Redwall series..

"Who says that I am dead
Knows naught at all.
I - am that is
Two mice within Redwall.
The Warrior Sleeps
'Twixt Hall and Cavern Hole.
I - am that is
Take on my mighty role.
Look for the sword
In moonlight streaming forth.
At night, when days first hour
Reflects to the North.
From O'er the Threshold
Seek and you shall see.
I - am that is
My sword will wield for me."

Martins Poem to Matthias

has been in my head..

i needed that.. needed to read of fabled. fictionary knights of olde..

the idea of ancient times calm my spirit.. and relinquish control to me again